An update of sorts

this nice overwhelmed feeling is taking over. im getting shit done, but at the same time my wheels keep spinning and i see everyone else passing by me. hell, even the gutter rats have a shit eating grin on their face it seems. dealing with too much and the personality i am, i guess i welcome everyone's elses issues. my usual open shoulder policy and the glue i can provide. But some of this crap is waaay too much for me right now pregnancy (not mine, i know how to wrap and i dont get around), divorce, more divorces, life changes, braggers, and so on.
im still thinking about grad school.
i have my pick for ecology in schools.
marine bio there are only three to consider Left coast carolinas, West coast, and hawaii.
i can get an easy Bach degree in graph design in 2 years as a backup, or IT. but those jobs are floaded at the moment. marketing might be an idea too??
in the interum, i got a few things done
1. refinance my house to a sweet lower rate = done
2. get art framed = done well 3 print sof my 15 to frame
3. lawnmower fixed = scheduled
4. start japan fund = started
5. disney trip = planning
6. SDCC 09 = 100% booked
7. DC in atl = havent started
8. burningfight fest in chicago = done and done
9. waiting everyday for someone on AIM = every fucking day its like waiting for godot, but mine hasnt shown up in years.
10. inspiration = i have none and its one of the 3 things i need very very badly